Mas'ei -- the Journey as a Name of G-d

Parashas Mas'ei opens with a description of Benei Yisra'el's trip through the desert, and lists the forty-two stops made along the way. An oft-quoted Zohar identifies the stops in the desert with each of the letters in Hashem's forty-two letter name. What's the particular significance of the journeys and stops in Sinai that give them such cosmic significance?

Jean-Paul Sartre, when asked to summarize the existentialist movement in philosophy, gave the following dictum: Existence precedes essence. What that means may be most easily explained by contrasting people to tables. With a table, you can study the plans for the table, the wood and other materials from which it will be built, and with a little math and science know everything there is to know about the table. The essence of the table precedes its actual existence. With human beings, it's the reverse. I've existed since (at least) my birth. But who I am, my essence, is not what I was or even knowable back then. With human beings, our existence comes before our essence.

Another existentialist, Søren Kierkegaard, characterized his religion in a way we can apply to ours. The ideal is not to be a good Jew, but becoming one.

The same point was made earlier by the Kotzker Rebbe. The Kotzker asked his Chassidim, "If you see two people on a ladder, one on the fourth rung and one on the tenth, which is higher?" The chassidim, probably knowing it was a leading question, answered the obvious, "The one on the tenth rung." "No," the rebbe replied, "he might be descending the ladder. It is the one who is climbing upward."

When we stand for Shemoneh Esrei we do so with our feet together to emulate the angels. "Veragleihem regel yisharah - and their legs are one straight leg [each]." (Yechezqeil 1:7) Angels stand on a single leg, a pedestal, stationary. As Zechariah (3:7) repeats Hashem's message to Yehoshua Kohein Gadol, "then I will give you to walk (mehalkhim) among these that stand still (ha'omedim)." People are mehalkhim, goers; angels, omedim, standing still.

Angels might be on a higher rung on the ladder, but since only people have the power to ascend it, we have the potential to be loftier.

This is because we have free will, the ability to make and remake ourselves. The power of teshuvah.

In short, life is a journey, not a destination.

And so, Mas'ei benei Yisrael, the journey and growth in the desert, was to imbue the Jewish people with the essence of being a nation of kohanim. Therefore, it truly is His Name, a representation of Hashem's Presence in this world.